tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136447661390500344.post6643615774208815201..comments2023-09-13T11:55:44.128+01:00Comments on 'My Head Noise' -La Reve blog: La-revehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02255771946214951488noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136447661390500344.post-6382611476796495212008-10-18T13:14:00.000+01:002008-10-18T13:14:00.000+01:00Thanks MandySeaneen blog has hit home. This illnes...Thanks Mandy<BR/><BR/>Seaneen blog has hit home. This illness is real, its harsh, it's crap and sadly life-threatening.<BR/><BR/>Pretendy coping you say, that's where I am mostly, for others sake if not my own but hoping if I pretend for while then slowly may turn into real coping. I can but hope. xLa-revehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02255771946214951488noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136447661390500344.post-53936311125109161122008-10-18T13:09:00.000+01:002008-10-18T13:09:00.000+01:00Hi LareveHmmmm.I write that because have been to S...Hi Lareve<BR/><BR/>Hmmmm.<BR/><BR/>I write that because have been to Senean's blog and once again have been struck by how things either suddenly change (inside us) or build up till we can't hack them.<BR/><BR/>I find it difficult to say the right thing because ultimately there isn't the right thing to say. Only what seems relevant at the time.<BR/><BR/>Sometimes I get a crescendoing of stuff going on..that I fight and fight and then can't fight anymore. However, since using lorazepam (and deffo in ways the MH services wouldn't approve) I cope better. Okay it is pretendy coping but pretendy coping is better than not coping. Is not like we are living ideal lives in an ideal world or anything close.<BR/><BR/>My view on the SV tabby is, in the absence of anything else that is working, is it is worth a try. Not that I have any real faith that any shrinky tablets work..and certainly not to levels that make life so much more bareable but it is there and might help.<BR/><BR/>am glad the storm seems to have broken for you. Feeling detached has it's advantages as long as you have some space where other people allow you to be detached. As in external demands often add to my feelings of ineptitude when I can't respond accordingly.<BR/><BR/>today is one of them days where I see everything and yet nothing makes much sense.That's not my name!https://www.blogger.com/profile/17064348309163649672noreply@blogger.com