Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I've done it again - what I vowed to never do. I feel relieved I want to lay down and let it wash over me. To float away to vanish. I may never have been here. Just a ghost floating in this space- a ghost anchored to a sickly dream. People and words have been getting further away. specs now I will miss their shapes.

9 comments:

Abysmal Musings said...

Are you ok Lareve? D x

crazyasuka said...

What happened Lareve?

Be safe.

Disillusioned said...

Hope you are OK.
Thinking of you.
Please shout for help if you need it. Don't just drift away.

Mandy said...

Hoping you are still here, as in of this world.

Selfishly in some ways but mostly because I want you to feel you belong, even if only to yourself.

It is damn hard..and that is an understatement... to keep fighting..to then go back to places (and sometimes being stuck there) that are so painful.

I have no answers because, for sure, if I had I would not be in the bloody mess I am.

What I can say is that I like you alot and I think I know you well enough to write that with conviction. :>)

Am about, if you need me. Looks like I am going to be up for a while and even if I snug down am happy for you to ring me.

xx

Jessica said...

Please tell me you are ok...

La-reve said...

Thanks for the concern everyone am here and alive just woozy and ashamed as usual.

Polar Bear said...

Sending (((((((hugs)))))) your way....

eccedentesiat said...

Sorry things are this bad. Please take care x

Disillusioned said...

Glad you are OK. Be gentle with yourself.