Thursday, July 8, 2010

I am not a liar (just selective as to what I disclose)

Ok I took Lithium last friday but not since. I have a good reason but too personal to go into here.

I think I may be paranoid - I think people are plotting to section me. Everytime I see a police car or ambulance I think they're for me. There are cars outside my house and I think people are watching me.

Anyway told CCo not taken Lithium today and she didn't believe my justification. She says I am making bad decisions, she doesn't know how to help me or get me out of this rut. I told her there is no rut I am fine. She became quite agressive in her tone and called me a liar. I got angry at this and stormed out. Leaving message on her answerphone to the effects of I don't appreciate being called a liar, I have never lied to team only witheld information (like not taking Quetiapine)/ I told her not to ring me, visit me and I don't want to work with her team. who apparently 'have bent over backwards to accomodate my needs'

Why must they harrass me so. I don't want them in my life. I am fine, was fine before they came along and will be more fine after they're gone.

1 comment:

NOS said...

I'm sorry you were called a liar by CCo-- it sounds like it was very hurtful. I hope things go well without your team. Remember we are here to listen!

Wishing you well,