Well I have been on Lithium for about two months now. It's not working. I didn't expect it would.......
I feel so monochrome at the moment. Like a picasso where all the colour is drained and all that is left in a sketchy outline. I feel a physical pain like I've never felt it before. I know its not really physical but it feels so.......
Treading Water
Counting hours
Hiding tears that overspill into streams
Searching best ways .... easy way.... deleting browser history
I feel like that cat in the wheelie bin - except no one to rescue me.and I wouldn't want rescuing.
I guess I had pinned my hopes on Lithium working. Postponed plans, put away aparatus now I'm back on that road.
I guess the whole CMHT and reconfirmation of Bipolar hit home as well. I can't help thinking why me, why did I get ill. But then I feel pathetic when people have real problems. I don't think I can or will ever accept it. Rather, better to be ..........
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I'm sorry that you feel like lithium isn't helping. I can relate to having tried meds (a multitude of meds) and become disappointed in their results. I know how much it sucks and I wish you weren't going through this. Please know that I am here thinking about you and supporting you and hoping for the best. I'm in your corner.
Wishing you well,
NOS
Hi Hon
What other medication are you on?
I struggled for years while they pissed about with my meds. Im now stable on a cocktail of lithium, quetiapine, lamotrogine, duloxetine, promazine and diazepam. Its alot but Im stable at least. What have you tried before. My email ad is j9024937@live.tees.ac.uk if you want to chat or anything.
Sending hugs xxx
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