FOR YOU - I know you're reading

You thought I wouldnt dare post here. I haven't but now I do. I know your game and you can't have my DNA. I can't die and dont need to sleep and you think it is a gift you want but you will use it for bad. I can't allow it it is my POISONED chalice. But I do need help to unjumble my thoughts. - will you give me real tablets this time now I have proven the Lithium were fake. Not bipolar that is lie just something to calm me make me drift away. ????