Saturday, September 10, 2011

they sectioned me

Well people I guess I'm not undetainable. Have beenm purt on section 2 early hours. Can't understand it saw crisis uesy who wouldnmt help said didn't have mental illness. I went to a n e cos nhs direct phoned ambuance. Was ok tried to hang myself with phone cord on stairs well made noose got caught. Can't understand why sewctiopn not ill just chose die tried to jump matlock on 8. They want me to take meds but am fine x

5 comments:

jermec said...

I have a feeling that this will be one of those posts that horrify you when you look back in a few weeks. Stay there. Get well. Stay with us. J x

Nessa said...

*hugs*

simpleharmonicmuddle said...

Ah, I can speak from personal experience that hanging yourself with a phone cord is not as easy as it seems. And half-hanging yourself is really frigging painful.

I really hope things pick up for you, and that the ward isn't too hellish. It may be selfish of me, but I'm relieved to know you're still around.

willfindhope said...

I'm sorry that this happened. If you're trying to hang yourself though...perhaps it's indicative that you're not fine and do need meds? Thinking of you x

Pandora said...

Ah, my love - words fail. I'm glad that you're alive, but not happy about what's happened...but you're safe, and that's the main thing. Even if you can't see it now.

Take care lovely, and be good to yourself. All of us out here in the ether - as well as many others I'm sure - are completely rooting for you.

Much love

Pan <3 xxxxx